Saturday, June 28, 2008

あなたがここにいる理由

Now that I listen to this song I finally realize how much I truly love you. This song just sends me back to that time where snow would fall, we were getting to know each other and I would stare at you at a distance as you went inside your bus wearing that gorgeous winter coat of yours.

Despite getting in arguments, I just can't see myself without you. I don't care if we argue all the time. I rather be with you than anyone else because I know deep down you'll love me no matter what. I mean, you just can't stay angry at someone who'll always love you. Time can't make this love fade away, it only makes it stronger.

You may have felt like it was dying, but I begged to differ. I don't have any doubts about us, I can't have any doubts. If a day came where you would see yourself leaving me, tell yourself this: I'd never let you hear the end of it. Why? Because I love you so much. I don't want you to leave me for issues that can be solved by expressing how we feel. We didn't spend all this time together to just throw it all away. We're different from other couples, I know we are.

These songs I listen to just help me think and express myself. I love them and they truly speak to me. I cried a lot tonight and I don't even know why. But I know that there is always somewhere solid for me. I go through rough times and in the end, it all works out. I don't know how, it just happens. I guess that's how life is for me. Together, we can build a beautiful life, future, and family. Wouldn't that be nice? We talked about it so much already, why not make it a reality in a few years?

I love you...

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