I'm so lucky to have him...

It's important to have someone to go to when you're sad. Because that someone has the power to make those sad feelings just melt away...

My boyfriend is a wonderful person, he just knows how to make me feel good about myself. He's so smart and thoughtful. His words and gentle ways are the cure to my sorrow. He really is my hero.

Thank you bbcakes. I promise not to cry anymore! Well, for a while anyways. xD;;

Well fuck, he was right.

Right about what? I'll tell you...

I HATE IT MAN. I fucking hate it. Working at that hell hole is like working with the bitchiest people alive. It's not the costumers, it's the co-workers. They're all French-Canadian faggots who walk and talk big just to make you feel unwanted. God. Sure, I have my classmates who are totally cool and friendly but fuck, I can never really talk to them because fatty over there keeps going "WUT THE HELL YOU DOIN' OVER THAR." Then she has the nerve to give me her ugly ass look. GOD GOD GOD.

Also, asking a question is like the worst thing to do! All I did was ask semi-pertinent questions (I'm kinda slow, see) and all that bitch did was look at me as if I was some grade A moron. She's such a passive aggressive fucktard.

Working at the cash register is fine. In fact, it's fun. I know it's fun, well fuck, it's going to be fun once I remember ALL the goddamn codes for the fruits and vegetables. God bless my mother who uses those vegetables that you French-Canadian bastards never even heard of. "UHHH WUTS THIS?!" IT'S FREAKING CHINESE LETTUCE YOU NUB.

So yeah, the person who asked that question was this girl who was FUCKING UGLY! OH MY GOD! UGLIEST BITCH ALIVE I TELLS YA! She was a little know-it-all with her "I worked at Rona... so I kinda know wut to do." She acted like she was better than me, which is true, but fuck... YOU DON'T NEED TO THROW IT IN MY FACE! I swear... one day, we're going to get into an argument. A heated one. Ohhhh yesssss... No physical violence is wanted. I'm too weak and frail. Srsly.

The other girl was this lovely Algerian sweetheart. I thought she was pretty and damn... SHE HAS THEM TATAS! :D Too bad the work uniform is totally unflattering. So staring is out of the question. :( She was a newbie like me and we complained together. Thank God. I needed someone to complain to. Like my boyfriend. I'll call him later.

But uh yeah, I hate the people who work there. Like, this fat bitch with lonnnng red hair and blond highlights didn't really tie her hair in a ponytail. Us newbies we're told that it's IMPORTANT to keep your hair tied if it's long. Did she do it? Fuck no. Did she listen to me when I told her to do it? Fuck no. Was she a bitch to me for the rest of the day? Fuck yes. It's okay, now I know what kind of person she is.

Another thing I'd like to address: WHY THE FUCK IS EVERYONE SO FUCKING UGLY IN THE STORE. Like, there are only 2 decent guys, and 3 decent girls. Yes, I'm including myself. I think I'm decent, if you think otherwise then go to hell. :| I really hate them, man. I really do. I REALLY REALLY DO. No I won't bring a gun and shoot everyone up. That's just stupid and totally not fair. I'll just deal with it and bitch them out when I quit. Okay maybe I won't bitch them out but fuck... it's tempting. It really is o_o

ONE LAST THING!!! I wanna work in a clothes store. D: Seriously. I know fashion, I breathe it, I live it.. I WEAR IT (duh) and I EAAAAT IT. YUM YUM YUMMMMMM

3 things to say.

Just a little update on my exciting life...

First of all, Jennifer, that little bitch will no longer be part of my life. The other night I decided to end things bluntly without giving her a chance to retort. I told her she was scum and that it would be best if she stayed the hell out of my life. I immediately blocked and deleted that bitch. Thank God.

Second of all, my boyfriend came to my house early in the morning yesterday. It was such a wonderful thing! We got to spend 12 hours together, living together... it was so nice. We cooked together as well. Sure it wasn't the best meal, but the time we had preparing it was so great!

THIRD OF ALL... I GOT A JOB!!!! FUCK YEAH. My boyfriend is worried that we won't have a social life anymore, don't worry sweetie, I'll keep in touch. I promise. I'll keep this relationship alive. I'll try very hard to spend time with you. I know I can do it.

Do I still have friends?

I guess now I understand why people cry at the end of high school. I saw my friends yesterday and I felt so alienated. It was so wrong. I just wanted to leave. Jennifer is a little bitch, Sarah is the same (thank god), Nelisa has always been cool and sweet and Caitlin was so nice to talk with...

but in the end... IT DIDN'T FEEL GOOD. It's like they all grew up without me, they're so different now. Well, it's my fault, I know it's my fault. I screwed up, again. XDDDD Ahhh... what are we going to do with me. Hmm?

Maybe I'll make new friends, MAYBE. I don't know.

I'd really love to hangout with them at the cinema or at a restaurant. That'd be awesome. But I know that it won't happen! Man, I'm suuuuuuch a loser. Maybe if I wasn't so emo last August I would've bothered seeing people.

Miley Cyrus cannot sing live. I have proof. :\

I'll keep it short and simple: Miley Cyrus can't sing well live. She's horrible and ruined a really nice song. If any of you remember that one hour program called Stand Up to Cancer then surely you must of all heard her atrocious voice as she sang along side today's top female singers.

Watch and listen in horror at how awful she is.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mr5mvNPyV1I

Seriously, she's the worst out of them all. Don't deny it.

ANOTHERRR LONELY NIGGGHT

Oh yeah, it's going to be a lonely one. Look at me, gushing away from what could be fun, well not this time. You know I'm looking forward to that get together. I hope Nel can actually pull it off. I really want to hang out with everyone. I don't care if they're losers. I'm fucking lonely, okay?

But soon, I'll be fine, because you're coming back to me soon. Really soon, I can already feel you there beside me.

90210 = Worst New Show of Fall 2008

I'm not one to hate on teen dramas seeing as I watch them all the time (Gossip Girl being my favorite) but wow, 90210 is terrible. The characters are bland and generic. The only people who are interesting are the adults. The teenagers are boring as fuck and the plot feels like it's going absolutely NOWHERE.

Girl: "Are you breaking up with me?"
Guy: "I'm breaking up with us."

WTF IS THAT?